Katrina, UK
Dear Robyn,
Time seems to have flown by since the healing sessions started with you barely 2 months ago. Sometimes I have to pinch myself when I recall the experiences I have had. We are brought up in a world of cynicism and scepticism, a world of neediness and dependency. To stand up to that "belief system" requires deep trust and a giant leap of faith -even from those such as myself who have already made enormous changes in life and one's relationship to it.
I feel I have already come such a long way on my own life journey following a diagnosis of breast cancer 9 years ago. At each of the subsequent 4 episodes of cancer -including bone metastases 3 years ago -1 opted for various combinations of surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy. At each episode I also dug deep into my own resources for healing and my own self awareness has grown, guided by support networks which manifested at the right times.
Then in July this year, completely out of the blue, I was diagnosed with Lung metastases. Having read an article on your work quite by chance a few weeks earlier, I bought and read your book "Conversation with My Body". I knew after getting only half way through it that I wanted to meet you or make contact. This was not only because I felt you might be able to help me on a Physical level but because I identified so much with your own growth through overcoming the challenges which we face in life.
To me it seemed that you had made the giant leap of faith that seemed to elude me. It seemed important to me to connect with your energy as a means of stimulating my own growth and in particular my own self-healing abilities.
Over the last 7 weeks or so I have experienced an enormous shift in my own concepts and perceptions of the human body, its energy field and needs, in so doing finding a new respect for my body and my self. This hasn't been through mental conversation or "brainwashing" from you, it has just happened. However, even as I write I realise that perhaps we have had conversations -you have been having conversations with my body, at a level beyond mental comprehension and reasoning.
On an emotional level, although God has always given me the ability to maintain a positive attitude to health and my ability to heal myself, I have found myself experiencing an unfamiliar sensation or feeling - that of "the expectation of life". By, this I don't mean, "I expect to live", something much deeper - perhaps the connection with the Pure Source of Life itself - a feeling that of the certainty of life and its continuity.
On a physical level, I have felt sensations on three occasions in different organs as you "tweaked things". This left me quite humble. Combined with changes in my diet and some supplementation. I have felt greater stamina and energy, which culminated a week or so ago in new test results showing that there is now no sign of cancer activity present in my blood. Somehow, we think (the earthly we) that if we go through a rigorous course of chemo that we come out healed. Whilst I don't wish to dispel the belief of all the many millions of cancer patients who are going through this I would urge them all to listen to their bodies, listen to their "gut" feeling as to what is right for them and how they can participate in their own healing after being given the biggest wake up call I think life gives us.
Thank you Robyn from the bottom of my heart (literally!). You have given me hope and shown me the way forward. You have shared with me the tools God has given us, for my life ahead. With much love and blessings
